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| Just joking Bill Todd never really gets depressed....anyway I chopped my thumb to pieces, got some stitches in and a splint...failing two of my three classes, that sucks,unfortunately it seems I won't do good without a woman or close friend to motivate me, but it's all good. I might join the coast guard, but I'm mainly trying to focus on goals right now...you know what I want...What I want to accomplish. First thing is getting a good car...my mustang is embarassing...from there things get a little blurry, I have a few options and I have to decide which of them I want to go with....Staying at Raffery's long enough to become a manager, go back to Moors and hope to become a manager again, see how school will help me and devote myself to it, see how serious Megan is at any given point once she finalizes her business and see if it holds true if she will teach what I need to know, get tired of everything and go join the coast guard. Gotta go...peace. | | |
| I...uhhhh hmmm...think I'm really damn confused....you know about what I want out of life and stuff...and some other things that go along that nature...I guess I just need something to motivate me, but what I don't know....Usually when I'm down I can think of somethimg to pick me up................. .... .... ... nothing really comes to mind anymore. | | |
| I got my infinite sadness back, I'm so happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Smashing Pumpkins rawwwwwwwwrrrrrr****& yeah. Having at school, got rejected at work and they raised me up, while crushing me down, asking for more I told them they shall recieve, and oh how they shalt. Life doing it's thing like I'm sure it does with everyone, if you can't follow I'm sorry....I'm talking about mind, you think of something and bam it happens, freaky shit huh well you know it happens. Bought something...I didn't want, of course I never really know want I want...I just know I'm getting closer and further away everyday. Lost me yet, hope not. Peace, Billy the Kid | | |
| Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh isn't life grand....wahahahahahahahahaha... ummmm... ah yes new things with me...hmmm...yes well I did come close to dying because of an illness, but I week has passed since then and I'm feeling better than ever....same ol' same ol' other than that....work school and friends except now I'm pretty much back to my ol self on the spasticness.... I find I've gone I little stir crazy being without a lady friend for so long....again it's not so bad, just every now and again the small things even arguments are missed....and all that romantic jazz too..well I said my peace on that. Bad things happen that are fucked up, and it's seems like all of your life only a few people notice your accomplishments and your potential, but stick with it and in the end you will be rewarded for all your hard work. wahahahahahahaha.......I've got to go...I'll try to make more consistent blogs if I ever get or make the time. Peace. ----Billy the kid | | |
|  Sometimes humanity makes me sick. I tire of all the dumbasses and assholes. I realize it is irionic with me saying that considering the fact that I fall in to that category of the stereotypical fuck-up every once in a while. Yet for the most part I try to be as rational as I can while putting on act of humor to keep people spirits up. .....I'm alright...work going down the tube, still haven't got a raise, schools hard to keep up with because I work so late, but I can't work less, I need the money, my income tax money turned out to be income tax debt expecting $2000 instead having to pay $422....big difference. I eat, sleep, and work. I've barely had time for myself or my friends anymore. .....Anyways I just needed to take some time to complain.
Ok...enough with the morose. Valentine's is coming up....Yaaaaaa....that was the retard beating arm across chest yaaaaaaa for anyone who'd take the time to inquire. ....No I actually enjoy Valentine's day...It gives me a chance to delve into my creative side and show affection to numerous people without further implications per say. Mainly because I'm not dating anybody right now, but that beside the point. The point is that I've got a few things up my sleeve for this holiday. Other than that I've just been questioning a few things, mostly dealing with my future, I just need to get a grip on things. Reading and Coffee have controlled me a little bit here lately...learning German, finishing off Eragon, and a some hazelnut cappicuno. I've been trying to keep up, respond when I'm commented, though my time on the internet is usually..a couple hours Mon. & Wed. Oh yeah and I made it all the way to Louisville the other day...hmmmmm. Have a excellent day, au revior, Billy The Kid | | |
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